Thursday, 28 May 2015

Ordered

I ordered my beauty treats for this month:


From Yes Style I have ordered Missha B Signature BB Cream #13.  This cost £21.90 with free shipping (7 to 14 days).  I did see I could get it cheaper on eBay but I wasn't sure if it was the real thing.


From Holland and Barrett I got Dr Organic Snail Gel Cream (£19.99) and four Dr Organic Snail Gel Masks (£1.99 each).  I've had my eye on this cream for ages but the price is really steep.  I almost bought it when it was reduced to £12.99 but didn't realise what a bargain that was until the price jumped back up.


Well... today, H&B have an amazing offer on!  "Buy 2 or more get 25% off.  Buy 5 or more get 50% off all dr. organic".  I added the cream to my basket and then looked up the cheapest Dr Organic product (the masks) and added four of them.  This came to £13.97 + £1.99 postage (grand total of £15.96).






From Beauty BayI bought their blender sponge for £2.50 (pink was sadly the only colour left).  I then treated myself to the Pixi Mesmerizing Mineral Palette in Emerald Gold at £13.20 to ensure I got free delivery (free 2 day tracked delivery on spends over £10 otherwise £1.95).  My grand total came to £15.70.









Wednesday, 27 May 2015

Beauty Without Cruelty

Currently, I use Bobbi Brown creamy concealer in Porcelain and Kiss Me Make-up mascara.





Bobbi Brown
The great thing about this brand is that the concealer and foundation comes in a wide range of colours.  My shade is Alabaster (the lightest shade) for foundation.  They also have a wide range of formulas so you can find that product that is best for you.  For ages, I didn't try the concealer because the lightest shade was porcelain and we don't have a local counter to test it out.  In the end, I risked it and it turned out to suit me fine.  The pot has a useful little mirror in the lid which I love.

What I don't like about it is that it's quite pricey for the small pot you get - after a month, I can already see the bottom of the pot.  They sell their cosmetics in China (by law they must test their products on animals).   It doesn't appear to be organic (I can't see an ingredient list or bragging that they are natural).  I'm also frequently disappointed by their special offers.  Despite the concealer's five star reviews, I'm not in love with this product.

Kiss Me Make-up mascaras
I go swimming every week and feel invisible without any mascara because my eyelashes are so light.  I need a good reliable waterproof mascara.  As I've got older my eyes have become more sensitive but Kiss Me has not irritated them.  This mascara has been awesome!

I don't think it is organic and believe they sell to China too.  In addition, I have to wait for the product to be shipped to the UK and there have been occasions when it has sold out and I've had to wait for it to become available.  Then, I've had to use inferior waterproof mascaras that leave a smudge under my eyes.

Beauty Without Cruelty
I was really pleased to see that BWC had a concealer and a waterproof mascara. I ordered them both together with their liquid foundation as I currently don't have a liquid foundation and I've always preferred a liquid one.



Concealer pencil
Everywhere I looked for the super cover cream concealer pencil in fair was sold out.  Eventually, I found a store that were stocking it.  However, when it came to dispatch I got an email to say it wasn't in stock and I could have an alternative product or a refund.  Obviously, I wanted a refund.

Waterproof mascara
This arrived sealed in a cellophane wrapper.  However, when I peeled it off the mascara was dry.  My lashes were still strawberry blond after one coat and black flakes speckled my cheeks.  I didn't feel like I could return it because I had used it - so. that was a waste of money.

Liquid Foundation
I got the colour sheer because it was the lightest.  It does appear to be a good shade on me.  However, it is really sheer - maybe I should have guessed from the shade name.  It is lovely that I can see my freckles but I can also see my blemishes and pink tone in my skin (it does not even out my complexion).  I used it twice and then felt the product was pointless.

All in all, my experience of BWC was very disappointing which is a real shame because they are affordable and they don't test on animals.  Sadly, for me, the products just don't work and functionality is very important to me.

It looks as if I will be sticking with Bobbi Brown and Kiss Me for a little while longer.


PC on its way out

I'm pretty sure my PC is on its way out.  It has been incredibly frustrating recently where I can spend over an hour just to open a webpage.  On top of that my dad was rushed to hospital.  Finding productive time at my computer has been non-existent.  Most nights, I've got so annoyed with the ridiculous tortoise pace it operates at that I've thrown in the towel and headed up to bed to watch some Pretty Little Liars.

The actresses on that show are stunning.  Then I find myself looking at my dated wardrobe and worn out make-up and wishing I had the money to update it all.  Then I end up using my mobile to search the web for beauty bargains.

My new years resolution this year was to try and be more conscious of the make up I buy - animal testing, chemicals, fair trade, etc.

It's not always possible.  The most difficult thing is that these products aren't readily available.  I can't go into town and try out different foundation colours or smell a perfume.  Many of these products are not cheap so I can't gamble on them. Over the past few months, I have researched products online, reading reviews watching YouTube vidoes, to try and work out what to buy.  I've had some wins and some losses.  I will try to share these to try and help other consumers.

My check list is:
  • product works
  • affordable
  • not tested on animals
  • free of harmful chemicals
  • fair trade

Here is my current wishlists (for research):

Left to right:  Pixi - Mesmerizing mineral palette (Emerald Gold), Pixi - Eye bright liner, Ere Perez - Cheek & lip tint (Joy), Tata Harper - Volumizing cheek and lip tint (Very Sweet),  Hurraw - Tinted lipbalm (Blackk Cherry), Ere Perez - Volumising waterproof mascara (black)


Left to right:  Maybelline - Baby skin, Missha - M signature real complete BB cream (#13 Light Milky Beige), Beauty Bay Blender Sponge (yellow), Laura Mercier - High coverage concealer (#0.5), Ere Perez - Oat Milk Foundation (Light), Lily Lolo - Mineral Foundation (Porcelain)


Left to right:  Pixi - Glow tonic, Aurelia - Miracle cleanser, Pure Konjac - Puff sponge (Green clay), Holika Holika - Pig-nose clear blackhead 3 step kit


Wednesday, 13 May 2015

Is it only me?

Throughout my life and in everything I do, I worry about being judged.  What will they think of me?  

This is the hardest part of writing.  You want to be well received but the only way to learn if what you are doing is right or wrong is to put your work out there for criticism or praise.  

At work, during my lunch break, I have a good half hour where I could get on with my writing but paranoia kicks in.  What if somebody sees what I'm writing? I imagine people laughing behind my backs at the soppy lines in a romance or thinking I need to be locked up for a dark and twisty horror.  

At home, there are so many distractions during the day.  My toddler demanding my attention and a ton of housework that is constantly put off.  Then in the evenings, I am either shattered or feel I should invest sometime in my husband because... Well, if we didn't want to spend time together then we may as well be divorced.  On top of that I try to fit my friends in.  It doesn't leave much scope in my schedule for writing.  

I don't know about you but once I finally sit at a computer i find that a distraction in itself. My online friends pop up on instant messenger and I start researching to get facts right or build inspiration.  I can spend a good 20 minutes choosing a character name or over an hour on a book cover.  Then there is re-reading what I last wrote to get myself back into the story and next I catch myself editing and cutting stuff out!  If I get the chance to write, I could end up with less text than I started!  

Maybe it all still counts as writing.  It's all part of the process but if just doesn't feel productive.  

I wonder if other writers suffer the same lack of confidence that I do.  If they too are shy of people knowing about their passion and imagination.  Do they find themselves desperate to write but conflicted by other commitments and lost to procrastination.  

Writing is a lonely hobbie.  I've joined several social communities but feel like a fraud to admit my struggles. Like I've failed before even getting published.  I never approach the subject with them and they never raise it either.  Maybe they feel ashamed too and fear the torches and pitch forks if they were ever discovered.  But it leaves me wondering "Is it only me?"




Wednesday, 6 May 2015

Writing Experiment

When I started Drift in December 2010 I found WeBook to be incredibly active.  It was my first experience of an online writing community.  The feedback I received on the project was extremely useful and motivating.  Once my manuscript was complete, I worked on editing to get it suitable to send out to agents/publishers.  After polishing it up, I hoped to get feedback again on what required further improving.  Each time I returned, there was less and less activity.

Is it because I no longer have the same volume of free time to dedicate to the community so my contacts have waned.
OR
Is it because readers have moved on to other websites that are more in tune with their evolving needs such as those with mobile applications.  

I decided to conduct an experiment starting from the first Bank Holiday in May to the last. 

I have picked four websites to post my writing to.  These sites are:

WeBook
Figment
Wattpad
Movella

Each day I aim to contribute at least 500 words to the project.


Each site has the same novel image, the same blurb and the same chapters. The chapters are uploaded almost simultaneously.  

The goal is to identify which website is most active and achieves the best outcome (i.e feedback). 

At the end of the experiment I will share my findings and review the four sites.  

In addition, I finally will have started a novel I've been wanting to write for years but never been sure how to begin.  


Monday, 6 April 2015

Redhead using Henna


I choose Henne Colour in Cuivre which is designed to draw out copper highlights in your hair.  There were other shades to choose from.  It is free from oxidizer, ammonia, p-phenylendiamine (PPD), parabens, and bleach.   It cost £7.49 which was less than the version by Lush.  Lush's version has great reviews but appears to be a block whereas Holland & Barratt's is a powder.

As a child, my mum told me horror stories about dying my hair.  It was meant as a deterrence but it left me with fear of turning my hair a hideous shade of green or purple.  Being a naturally shy person, I don't want to stand out.  Ironically, I was born ginger the least wallflower of all colourings.

Over the years, I've grown to love my individuality.  Ironically my colour has slowly dulled as my acceptance has grown.  It's still ginger but nowhere near as vibrant as the little girl who hated it.

I'm still not keen on chemical dye.  All my friends who do seem to live bottle to bottle and a constant dread of roots.  There is also the damage it can cause to hair.  I don't think I have the confidence to carry off being a bald chick.

I started researching henna.

Here are the major selling points for me:


  • Natural:  It's natural - you can buy organic which means there are no nasty chemicals.   
  • Conditioning:  It's conditioning - Henna is actually good for your hair.  It makes it radiant, smooth and gives volume.  It is good for split, dull, fragile hair.  
  • Affordable:  It's not expensive (about £7 to £8) and an application can last 4 to 6 months.  So you only need to treat your hair two to three times a year.


Here were the things that were made me hesitant to try it:



  • Messy:  Almost every review I read had a warning about the mess!
  • Unpredictable colour:  It affects everybody differently so there is no certainty of what colour you will end up with.  Think of it like you are purchasing a hue.  There is a chart to give you some idea here:  http://www.hennecolor.co.uk/colour-chart.html
  • Commitment unclear:  Some people said that the colour fades and others said that they needed to grow it out. 
Armed with the information that I had researched on-line I decided to go for it.

The box says it is suitable for blondes and brunettes.  However, on their website it says their products are suitable for everyone.

The box contradicts itself where it says "Henne Color is a henna-based colouring powder mixed with plant extracts.  Henne Color adds long-lasting highlight to the hair, giving it a personal touch."  then on the next line it says "It has no dying action."  Maybe haircare experts know the difference between dying vs colouring your hair - for me they are the same thing.

I also bought:

  • some salad bowls from Pound Land.  I got four plastic orange bowls with a giant plastic fork and spoon (for each one) and all four cost a £1 (25p each).  
  • I also got a plastic sheet from pound land.  It is supposed to be to protect your floor from your toddlers high chair - it has animals on it. Obviously cost only £1
  • I got an essential kit from Savers for dying your hair - it came in a wash bag and contained two crocodile clips to section your hair and plastic gloves to protect your hands and a brush to apply the dye.
Mixing the Henna was really easy.  I poured the powder into a metal mixing bowl - I worried about dying my 25p bowl at the last minute.  I poured in boiling water and mixed the Henna with the salad spoon.  I kept adding water until I had a paste similar to a mud mask.

I left it too cool and prepared the bathroom.  I taped the sheet to the base of my bath tub to protect the floor. I then stripped off so not to ruin my clothes.  I draped an old towel over my shoulders and applied Vaseline to my ears and hairline and brushed out all my knots.

I then collared my husband into helping me to apply the Henna to my hair.  He wore the gloves and used the clips to move my hair around and the brush to paste it on.  He found applying the Henna very difficult because it thickens quite quickly - next time, I might try making it more runny.  He focussed on applying it to my roots and then down the strand.  Towards the end of the application we started to worry that we would run out of product because my hair is so long.  We only just had enough!

It felt like having a mud pack on my head.  My husband then helped wrap my hair in cling film and then I put a towel over it.  We then watched some TV for two hours before I then rinsed the Henna out over the bath tub.  I then blow dried it and went to bed.  The next morning I took the pic.  I waited because Henna can change as is oxides.

The bath need a serious rinse out when I was done but it wasn't as messy as people made out.  I think it is a too man job though.

As a virgin to colouring my hair I was still shocked even by the subtle change but after looking at myself a few times in the mirror I decided I like it and I would probably do it again.  I went out for Easter Sunday and nobody noticed I'd changed my hair which is perfect.  I didn't want a drastic change.  Henna works with your natural tones and the affect is as individual as you.



My hair feels healthier and looks brighter.  I'm definitely interested in doing it again but we'll see whether it fades or gives me roots...

If you want to try it out,  you will need:


  • Henne Color 
  • An old towel
  • A mess sheet (and tape)
  • A bowl and spoon
  • Dying essentials kit (plastic gloves, a brush to apply henna with and crocodile clips)
  • Cling film (or shower cap)


New Direction

I've been trying to keep everything separate:

  • Writer
  • Redhead
  • Mother
All these things make up me and diving it up is limiting my posts.  From now on, I shall blog whatever I like and not be restrictive.  I think it will make my posts my frequent and personal.  It will give readers a better understanding of where I am coming from and my life.

We'll see how it goes...